When the Lord turned again the captivity of Zion, we were like them that dream. Then was our mouth filled with laughter, and our tongue with singing: then said they among the heathen, The Lord hath done great things for them. The Lord hath done great things for us; whereof we are glad. Psalms 126
The pain you are going through will pass. It is not your destiny. You re not going to die there. God will restore your joy that the enemy had stolen from you. You will not be frustrated for the rest of your life. Just get ready for the hundredfold which God is bringing in your life.